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Let me drown in your nicotine kisses while the moths from yesterday eat away at my criss-cross heart as I remember what life was like before i met this lie.
I listen to the church bells and sparrows fill the eerie silence in the dusty church and my knees ache from praying about you, and I can still taste the nicotine in my mouth.
That sweet taste of death lingering behind on my tongue while Disbelief still clouds my mind as shadow follow behind me in a line, of torment and torture of how life was before i met you.
My eyes sting, and my lungs hurt, and Im tired of crying. I hate crying. Red-rimmed eyes and heartbroken sobs are all that is left of me. Really, Im empty. Im miserable, really. Just dead.
I lie there on my back, and think of all that i know. I need to see the doctor soon.
split hearts - collabMornings I wake, and find letters by my pillow. Words written in sweet cyanide laced ink, with butterflies floating like acid on the page between intoxicating lines. Twilight curves fancy the words that milk my throat for a reaction. My head is clouded in the mornings, but I do wonder what type of angel has left this for me.
I lay and ponder the delicate letters, joined together with handwriting that is oh so beautiful. Slightly right-slanted and only just small enough to fit all her words onto the ivory leaf; its almost like an art form, the way this angel writes. Maybe I should write back, I think before I lift my weary body from the bed. I could leave them on my pillow for the angel before I fall asleep, or I could put them through the mail, addressed to wherever the letter feels it should go.
But would it ever reach this angel? or would it seem like Im hopelessly lost in a love that doesnt seem real? I feel like the air is scented with oxygen drawn heroin an
A single red rose.
A box of dark chocolate,
In a colourful pink box.
A song to call our own.
A card to make me laugh,
With a teddy bear to match.
A blanket to share.
A t-shirt you gave me.
A cute pair of slippers.
Not gonna happen.
A song you wrote for me.
A silly dance to show off.
A cute funny face in an e-card.
Ill never say it.
A simple kiss on the cheek.
Pick me up from work.
No words to be said.
You cant get me to say it.
A rose everyday in my favourite color?
A cheesy lymric to keep me laughing?
A clean house to come home to?
A dinner already made? though you are a bad cook.
A dessert of chocolate, chocolate coffee cake?
A bath full of bubbles not rose petals?
A bed made and a good book resting on a pillow?
A hot cup of coffee on my nightstand?
A lily by my window?
It is a possibi
Papa: a poem:...Papa.
White hair rounds a balding head.
His brown orbs glisten bright, with glittering life.
Chapped lips laugh a hello.
This didnt happen that long ago.
A birthday passes and he grows ill.
His luminous brown eyes, begin to fad.
Chapped lips whisper a hello.
This didnt happen that long ago.
A fragile, thin body lie peaceful sleeping soundly.
His blissful brown orbs, begin to lose their lustier.
Chapped lips chock a hello.
This didnt happen that long ago.
A heartbeat begins to slow as time speeds up.
His brown orbs, not too long ago they did shin,
They glistened and glittered,
They were full of luminous lustier.
Now they are gray and slowly closing.
Chapped lips no longer part to laugh a hello.
No longer part to whisper silly secrets.
No longer open to say,
I love you.
His life is gone.
And my heart is breaking,
And the tears begin to flow.
This didnt happen that long ago.
When you...when you wake up i wish i could be the first thing you see.
when you wish upon a star i want to be the some one you wish for.
when you burn dinner and order take out i want to be the one who argues with you about the food we order.
when you smell the roses i want them to remind you of me.
when you fall asleep...
i want to be the one sleeping next to you,
holding on tight to you,
whispering to you,
that i will love you for the rest of my life.
30 ways to have Grimmejow...1) Call him Kitty.
2)Try to feed him cat food.
3)Tell him hes weaker then Ichigo.
4)Call him too weak to be an arrancar.
5)Bonus points 4 doing it in front of Aizen or the other arrancars.
6)Show him Ulquiorra X Grimmjow smutt.
7)Ask him if hes hungry and point to his hollow hole.
8)Ask him what its like to sleep with Ulquiorra.
9)Replace his bed with a cat bed and some cat toys.
10)Ask him if hes top or bottom. Then assume hes bottom and deny anything he says in protest.
11)Take a picture of him sleeping, and send it to everyone.
12)Play the pussycat dolls cd every time he transforms.
13) ask him if he gets fur balls.
14)Give him cat treats when hes being good.
15)Make him an email address : firstname.lastname@example.org
16) Unleash the fan-girls and fan-boys.
17) Dye his hair purple when hes sleeping, then sing Purple is the color of the sexually confused. over and over again.
18)Put weird colored make
dreamstatecandles shiver, too bright to brave
fading into night and their delicate
pin tip wicks flicker-flash,
dancing in the ocean-tide winds
betraying the presence of
your ghostly breath
you sneak in like a whisper
(you didn’t use to be so quiet)
but now you tip-toe, weaving fog across
mirror edges in my mind and
you are just a moment
past midnight; three (strike.. strike.. strike..)
it is too late to resurrect you
the love-linger of your warm skin
atop mine or revive our
skewed dependent cycle of your
breath in my crushed rose lungs or relive
memories more faded than
darling, it is too late, let me sleep;
I’ll dream of you anyways
A mystery for twoLet me put my words away
I want to express myself
To speak in a a way only you can understand
Just trust me
The more I yell the less you'll hear
And these matters - well, I do believe they ought to be crystal clear
Believe me, silence is the key
Now close your eyes and reach for me
No, do not touch me
Just be close and fell the heat
Count the tic-tac of my irregular heartbeat
Really, words tend to get in the way
I say this, you think that - we go separate ways
Let's keep things simple
I'll avoid your gaze
You're too amazing for me to keep up
Call me shy or call me crazy
There's one more secret I'd like to share with you
I hope I made you feel like you're special
If you focus you'll find a connection
If you don't trust me or don't believe me, you will see
These things I've never said or did - for you from me
YouYou are my why
You are why I want to be here
You are why I love this place
And every day when i see your face
You brighten each day
When you say hello to me
But I cant tell you
How could I tell you
Just what you mean to me
But I cant just leave it be
So I write this for you
With all my sad and sorrow
With hope that tomorrow
My heart wont ache
And my heart wont cry
That this longing will be gone
So my soul can rest once more
But it wont work
Because without you, I'm lost
Without you,I'm like a cold frost
But with you here
I have nothing to fear
And I hate to say it
Because then it's true
I love you.
Beautiful Constellation (The Fault In Our Stars)And this has nothing to do
Though you feel like one to me
And I know nothing is really "okay"
But saying it makes me feel infinite
Belongs to us
Though it never really did
And though you are out of touch
You are mine all the same
I would dare to let death go
Though you say it's inevitable
And I always imagined a perfect ending
But perfect does not exist
And my thoughts are stars I can't fathom into constellations
Because nothing makes sense to me
And even "us" doesn't make sense to me
Death doesn't make sense to me
It's all a broken reverie
But I still love you
You are my angel
Though this is not really about angels
Because angels come and go
You are here with me in this infinite moment
And we will both die shortly
Death is only waiting for us to give up
And we both have nothing
But the fault in our stars
And the fault in our stars
Does not exist
Though some say
That it is hardly ever our fate that makes us underlings,
TouchI don't want to get used to the words you whisper in my ear
Or breathlessly sigh into my mouth
I don't want to get used to the touches that you give me when sun hasn't rised yet
And the touches you give me just before I fall asleep
I want it so my cheeks blush either bright red or turn pale in the cold air
So that my hair flies in the unforgiving wind and passionate fire burns my skin
So that I never forget what your true love feels like
And how much damage your anger can do to my soul
I want you so badly to suprise me like you did that cold morning
Planting kisses like flowers on my cheeks
And carrying me through the colorful meadows for two hours
I don't want to get used to you.
Home is Wherever I'm With YouThumping hearts speaking in the silence of the night,
Your skin tingles under my fingertips
And I feel at home.
Twirling a soft, midnight strand of your hair,
Your gentle eyes illuminate a song of happiness
Breathing my words of devotion in your ear to you and only you,
I feel at home.
Protecting you from the thorns of life,
Convincing you that you shine brighter than any star in God’s sky,
I feel so alive with you by my side.
Invested in you and only you,
I feel the warmth of your body in my embrace,
And I’m home.
Sunlight VS. ShadowsDarling,
I love you
I love the way you laugh
When I say something funny without trying
The way you smile
Although you don't do that often
The way you try to romance me
With those silly, adorable pickup lines
You always seem to make me blush
You always have a way to make me smile
But now you have her...
Another girl you really like
Another sun to light up your world
Is her sunlight brighter than mine?
Is my light fading on you?
But I'm happy for you
I really am...
I'm glad you have someone to make you smile
I'm happy someone can make you laugh more than I do
I wish you good luck
I'll wish upon that shooting star
For you to have a better life
With that girl who will actually be there for you
I'm better sinking into the shadows
Shall I just move on?
Shall I fade into the night?
Where I will be hidden forever?
It's not like I have a chance
Or anyone else
So please, my love
Will you answer these questions for me?
Shall I leave or stay?
Shall I move on with the feelings
let us be that kindlet me giggle under your nose kisses and
curl up next to you under an unimaginably cozy blanket and
watch your sweet face slowly submit to slumber under the blue TV glow
like a child
let me tug on your clothes and tell you i don't like them, so take them off
and kiss hard and love with dreamy eyes like you're the first star i've ever seen in my life
and decide it's okay that i have roots here, i love Oregon and i never take big chances or challenge myself
like the teenager i am
let us bat eyes at each other down the aisle
and cherish a home finally without other people
and know it's okay that there are hard times, we are stronger than doubts
like the man and woman we aren't yet
let our love make us old and make us beautiful
and our flame only dim by age and
say goodbye in the in the morning when i go to the market
but really mean goodbye when i hear you exhale for the last time
like the ones who never gave up
With Every Last WordWith every last word.
With every last word I speak to you before I go to bed, I tell you that I like you.
With every last nightly breath I say how much I need you.
With every last thing I do I show how much I want you.
With every last song I sing, I sing to you with all my heart.
With every last living breath I have Ill always say I love you.
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